Archive for September, 2010

What day is it?

Thursday, September 23rd, 2010

I keep losing track of the days this week.  All day yesterday, it felt like Thursday.  But when I got home, it felt like Tuesday.  Today at work it felt like Friday for most of the day, except for the parts that felt like Monday.  My brain keeps alternating between planning what I’m doing to do with my day off tomorrow and trying to figure out why I wouldn’t be working the day after.

I will be working tomorrow, by the way.  And I don’t know for how long.  I’m still playing ketchup with my documents.  Closer and closer!  But not there yet.

Justin and I started our health regimen again, too, just like Luke and Krista.  This means that he’s running and I’m going to the gym/exercising at home and logging my food again.  I’m hoping to drop a quick 10 pounds by the end of next month by working very hard keeping track of what I’m eating and being sure to exercise it off.  Justin will, I’m sure, lose 10 pounds just by stepping outside in his tennis shoes.  The ease with which men in their 20s lose weight is sometimes very frustrating.  Oy!

Anyway, we’ve been at it for a couple days now and, can I say?  I forgot how hard these first days are!  So tired!  So sore!  Did I mention tired?  Tired!  And sore!  I’m looking forward to the end of next month and being long past this extreme tiredness and surprising soreness.  And hopefully my pants will be fitting better again by then, too, and that will be a huge relief.  It’s hard to breathe!

I’m focusing on short-term goals for this at the moment—log my food, exercise, get through the week, hope to lose 10 pound in a month.  If I try to think further out than that, I have troubles.  Not that I couldn’t do the math out and everything; just that I’m frustrated about having to lose some of this weight over again and I don’t want to think about how long that’s going to take me.  So I’ll think about these first couple pounds, up to the first 10, and later on, I’ll be able to think more long distance.

Not to worry that I don’t think about extended plans at all though.  Work is offering a second health option plan next year that has an account associated with it that is, essentially, investing money to use for health purposes after retirement.  We haven’t decided yet if that’s the option we’re going to use (there’s math to be looked at), but it sounds like an interesting opportunity.  I can start putting money away now, pre-taxes, that can be used later, with no taxes involved in pulling the money out, to pay for poor health after retirement.  Or put money away now for paying later when something big happens, medically.  Like babies. (LATER.  NOT NOW.)  But I don’t know.  We still have to look at the math.

Anyway, that’s pretty much what’s on my brain tonight.  I tired and sore from my workout this afternoon.  I’m working in the morning, but hopefully only until 2:00 or so.  And then I’ve got the weekend!  During which I think we’re going to look at rearranging some furniture.  It’s exciting, ya’ll!  :)

Actually, I’m really glad to have so little to write about today.  I’ve needed some mundanity for a while.  I hope you’re all having boring days, too!  ;)

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Recycle!

Monday, September 20th, 2010

Not much to say here today.  It’s been blissfully quiet!  We’ve kept busy — cleaning house so it’s back to our own again, getting everything back in order.  I’m starting to feel more relaxed about life and that’s a good feeling.

So, really, the only reason I’m writing is to put up a couple links.  Mostly this one right here:  Earth911.com

You might not know this about me, but I’m a BIG fan of recycling.  I didn’t get into it much before, but now that I’m in an area where they’ll give me a green bin for me to throw things into and empty it out on a weekly basis, I’m a big fan!  I love being able to do good things for the environment!

So, if I have the opportunity to use a reusable container instead of something that’ll just get trashed, I’ll take it!  We’ve got a ton of cloth grocery bags and a handful of cloth produce bags.  We use cloth napkins instead of paper ones.  I keep on trying to find new ways to live more “green.”

This isn’t exactly a green technique (though I have one of those in a second), this is a website of AWESOME.  I get a lot of questions about “where should I take my [thing]” like broken computers or electronics or batteries or whatever.  This site says where to take it!  And I find that very useful.

No more do I have to wonder what to do with old, nasty batteries!  Now I know where to take them!

On the green technique side, though, I’m trying to get a thing going at work with “mini-bins” where everybody gives up their trash can at their desk and just uses this little trash can.  And I can’t actually find the website right now, but they’re the cutest little trash cans — if they held popcorn, you could probably get about 3 cups in there.  And you put it on your desk and empty it into a trash can in another area once it’s full and recycle everything that you can!  It’s a way to help people realize how much they throw away and how much they could be recycling.  I’ve been using one at my desk for a couple days now and I think it’s very fun.  I haven’t fully introduced the idea to my coworkers yet, but I’ve seeded the idea already and we’ve got a meeting set up for next Tuesday.  I’m excited!

Anyway, that’s all that’s on my brain tonight.  Anyone have any other green-tips that I should try to work into my life?  I’d love to hear them!

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And then she got sick. And then she got tired. And then she got sick & tired.

Friday, September 17th, 2010

So.  It’s Friday.  Wanna hear what my week was like?

Monday morning I woke up sick.  It helps explain a lot of the lethargy and emotional sensitivity from Sunday, actually.  I woke up shaking with shivers, in a cold sweat.  I felt like crap.  I continued to feel like crap for the rest of the day.  In the afternoon, I wasn’t so cold anymore and I tried to get up and move around, and then went right back to bed with a migraine.  All in all, I was awake long enough to watch the first two X-Men movies, spread between several naps.

I stayed home on Tuesday, too.  It was a good decision and I haven’t regretted it at all.  I slept as long as I felt like I could, got up for a while, and then took another nap.  Justin drove his mom to the airport and she went back to Vermont.  I actually left the house for a chiropractor appointment, but that was it.  Back to the house with me!  Back to resting and feeling better.  We ordered pizza for dinner and caught up on Warehouse 13 and Eureka.

Wednesday, I went to work.  The insanity continues to grow there and I ended up staying until almost 6:30 getting things caught up and trying to get on top of everything that’s been piling up.  After only being at the office for two days the previous week and not any the week before that, I’m getting significantly behind on projects.  I did manage to make some headway, though.  Meanwhile, Justin went to a follow-up appointment with his doctor about the endoscopy last Friday and he’s going to swallow some barium next week and see how that test goes.

At 10:30 that night, after I’d showered and put on my pajamas, my mother-in-law called and told Justin to go pick up Jessi and take her to the emergency room.  I didn’t want to make Justin do that all by himself, so I grabbed a sweater and a bra, a comic book and my netbook, and drove to Savannah with him.  And then back to Hilton Head Island (that’s about 45 minutes away) to the emergency room there because my MIL insisted.  Jessi was running a temperature between 103-104 and was flushed, but otherwise she seemed fine.  But we did what we were asked and took her to the ER.

We stayed at the ER until about 5:00 in the morning while they ran all sorts of tests.  I sat in the waiting room.  It was a very long night.  I got to bed about half an hour before my alarm to get up and ready for work normally goes off.  I called and left a message about what was going on and set my alarm for 9:00 so I could make it in by 10:00 and prep for an 11 o’clock meeting.  And forgot to check that my phone wasn’t set to silent, and ended up waking up at 10:00.  Apparently, I needed that boost from 3.5 hours of sleep to 4.5 hours of sleep.

Meanwhile, my MIL decided to fly back down to take care of Jessi.

I made it in for my 11:00 meeting, which went well, and Justin went to pick up my MIL from the airport.  She made a huge scene at the house, bundling up my SIL and driving off exclaiming that we would never see either of them ever again.  Apparently she didn’t appreciate our opinion that she didn’t need to come back down again.

I  didn’t know about that until most of the way through the afternoon, which was going very slowly.  Fortunately, I had a 4:15 doctor appointment, so I left early and went to take a nap in the waiting room at my doctor’s office.  I got there at 4:00.  I sat in the waiting room for 45 minutes and in the exam room for another 20 minutes or so.  I didn’t need to see her for very long, just check up on my blood work (good cholesterol is up, but so is the bad cholesterol and triglycerides; my weight is only 10 pounds less than last time I saw her).  I didn’t get out of there until 5:30.

And then I went home, struggled to stay awake for a while, and curled up in bed with Justin just minutes before 8:00.

So I got about 10 hours of sleep last night and I was still tired.  That’s a sad state of affairs, right there.  I went to work, where many people are expecting to work tomorrow because of the stupid schedule going on right now with this airplane.  I hope to not be called in, but there is a chance of it happening.  I worked a full day today, from 7:30 to 5:00.  I got a document revised for the airplane of pain this weekend and another preliminary document done for an airplane further down the line, and it doesn’t sound like a lot, but it really is.

And now I’m sitting at home.  My MIL is somewhere nearby, but I have no idea where.  (This is at least the second time she’s pulled this since I’ve known Justin, by the way.  We keep expecting her to show up at the house.  I saw through Facebook that my SIL is signed up for classes online, meaning she’s going back up north with her mom.  And that’s a shame because we liked having her around.  But we’re done dealing with the craziness.)  Hopefully I won’t be working tomorrow, and instead getting my feet back under me and getting my house back in order.

And really, is my life ever going to get back to normal old boring?!  ANY TIME NOW WOULD BE GREAT!

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Rough day

Sunday, September 12th, 2010

I’m having a day where I’m just overwhelmed by . . . life, basically. I got up and went to church early for band practice and managed not to break down crying when Pastor stopped, turned around, and came back to say that it didn’t really sound like I was okay when he asked how I was doing. There were tears, but not full out crying. I made it through the service instead of bailing and hiding in the bathroom the whole morning, which, I’ll be honest, is what I really felt like doing instead of singing.

The singing was good, though. It felt good and refreshing while I was doing it, but it was also exhausting. When I was done helping clean up and heading out the door, Jeremiah, the music pastor, looked at me and asked, “Are you okay?” and I said, “No,” because I just don’t feel okay today. “Do you want to talk about it?” he asked. “No,” I said, and the tears started to come back up again and I bolted for the door.

Justin stayed home with his mom and sister so I was alone driving home. So I drove myself to the soccer field between home and church and just sat there crying. Not because anything in particular is wrong, just because I needed to cry. And I’ve just been curled up in bed for most of this afternoon. Because I just can’t handle doing anything else.

Have you ever had days like that?

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For all of us who need a chuckle today:

Saturday, September 11th, 2010

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