Archive for November, 2009

Operation Crazy Owl: Day 2

Thursday, November 19th, 2009

Well, I made it to the gym again this morning.  Yeah, me!  Oy, but I’m tired and sore.

I’m trying to think about what I really want to write about here.  I have lots of thoughts about how the workouts are going and my thoughts about heart rate and the advantages of going to the gym so early.  But I’m afraid it’s something that would only interest me.  I have a journal where I’ve been writing notes like that, so I might just take it over there.  But I know that a lot of you actually are interested in this, at least a little, so I’m trying to find a balanced middle.

You asked about what you could do to help encourage me.  I’ve been trying to think of what would be the best ways to do that.  So far I’ve only got two things.

  • I would really love to get some good recipes.  I’m looking for new meals that involve less carbs and more fresh veggies and I’d love some recommendations.
  • When we chat, ask how my work-out went.  Don’t ask *if* I went, but ask *how* it went.  If I didn’t go, I’ll tell you that and why, but I’d rather start with the assumption that I’m going rather than the assumption that I’m not.

I do have a whole other list, though, mostly of things that I wish people wouldn’t do.  I wrote it last night while I was thinking about the whole thing, but I want to put it up as a separate post.  And because I want you all to read this post first, before reading that one, I’ll wait until tomorrow before I post it.

I want you all to read this one before reading that one because I want to make sure that you know that I’m not trying to upset anyone.  I’m not trying to get down on anyone or make you feel bad.  I’m just addressing things that I wish people would consider, things that have been frustrating and discouraging to me.  Things that I doubt other people even realize have that effect on me.  And I know that I’m sensitive about this, so I apologize in advance if something I write comes across as being really thin-skinned.  But maybe they’re things that you’ve thought about, too.  And maybe my mentioning them will make you think a little bit.  And maybe they’ll just come across as so obvious that you’ll wonder why I felt the need to bring them up at all.  Either way, I wanted to preface that post by letting you all know that I’m not pegging anyone.  I’m just venting a little.

And now I’m going to make you wait until tomorrow before you get to see what I’m even talking about.  I’m so mean!!  :)

I’m going to the gym again tomorrow morning.  In the future, I’ll tend to go to the gym Friday afternoons instead of in the morning, since I don’t work in the afternoon.  But we’re heading out of town sometime tomorrow afternoon to spend time with family near Orlando.  I’m still not totally clear on what we’re doing.  But I know we’re going!  It should be fun.  But if I don’t answer my phone, that’s the reason right there.  We’ll be driving back on Sunday so Justin and I can go to work on Monday morning.

And that’s the plan!

I hope you’re all having a fantastic day!   I’m going to sit here and eat my soup and wait for my mother-in-law to call so I can go meet her at the airport.

Cheers!

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Operation Crazy Owl

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

This is my call for encouragement from the ranks!

I went to my follow-up on my meeting a month ago with the trainer at the gym.  And the results were not good.  I gained 5 pounds.  So, at the strong recommendation of the trainer, I’m trying to go to the gym at 5:00 AM.

Yeah.  5 o’clock in the morning.

Also called “What the heck am I doing out of bed already?!”

And, hey!  I did it this morning.  It was really early.  And I was really tired for hours afterward.  But the trainer had some really good points.  I joined the gym to see some changes in my weight.  I met with her to get her help in making that change.  And if what I’m doing isn’t working, I should follow her advice.  And her advice is to join her at the gym at 5:oo in the morning.  Plus, the research I did this morning (all 5 minutes worth) made it sound like working out in the morning has some really great benefits.

So I’m giving it a go.  And I’m making it widely public to all of you so you can help keep me accountable.  Monday through Thursday.  5 AM.  Fridays I’ll go in the afternoon because I’ll have more time.  Except for this Friday because we’re going out of town, so I’ll be there at 5.

I might be a little crazy.  But I’ve hit the point where I’m closer to 250 than 200 pounds and that’s just sad.  What am I doing over 200 pounds?!  What am I doing over 150 pounds?!  I have a lot of work to do.  And if 5 AM is what has to happen in order to lose that weight, then 5 AM is what I have to do.

Oh, boy.

Justin is being fantastically encouraging about it.  He’s wonderful.  But I don’t want to make him have to do all the support because that’s just rough.  So can ya’ll help me, too?

I really need all the help I can get . . . .

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Maybe I shouldn’t write while not feeling well . . .

Monday, November 16th, 2009

I stayed home from work today because my wonderfully loving husband shared his cold with me.  He’s a wonderful man.  And he was completely supportive of me staying home and watching TV all day even though he had to go to work when he was dealing with this thing.  But it’s a nasty cold, ya’ll!  It’s one of those that completely stops up your nose and then you wake up in the middle of the night and realize that you’re snoring like a lumberjack because you absolutely cannot breathe through your nose.   And your body can’t decide if you’re hot or if you’re cold, so you wake up sweating and then sit there shivering a few hours later.

It’s been fun.  And we had to miss dinner with friends yesterday because we didn’t want to share this with them.  That wasn’t as much fun.

I was going somewhere with this . . . .

I am feeling much better now.  And I did manage to get some things accomplished.  I went to a chiropractic appointment and to the post office.  Yesterday I went through receipts and balanced the checkbook and cleaned my office.  And I’ve watched many, many hours of Numb3rs.  So the whole thing has balanced out.  And, like I said, I’m feeling much better now.

Not well enough to go to Zumba, but I’ll go next week.

Do you remember what I was doing last November?  I was doing that whole NaBloPoMo thing where I posted every single day.  I think it was November.  I’ll have to go check.  But you notice?  I’m not that crazy this year!  I’m not getting out of bed to go post something so I can have something every day.  I think it’s an improvement on my mental state.  There are enough other things.

My mother in law is arriving on Thursday.  My sister in law’s last day of school is Thursday or Friday, I’m not sure, and then we’re all going to Orlando for the weekend, to spend time with Justin’s ex-step-mom and her husband (that’s such a fun relationship to explain, but we *love* them).  So we’ll be there for the weekend and then Justin and I will come back up home because we have to work.  But his mom and sister will stay down there until Thanksgiving and then fly back to Vermont.

I swear, there was something else I was going to talk about.

This is the problem I’ve been having all weekend.  I’m not having much trouble talking or writing, the actual process of it.  But, gosh, if I don’t make any sense at all.  I left messages for my boss and manager guy and I’m pretty sure I rambled on for like a minute about how I wasn’t feeling well but that I was all caught up and if anything happened, a coworker could handle it for sure and I’d be in on Tuesday and I’m sorry I’m not feeling better and I’m going to go to bed now.  It’s a good thing I work with nice people.

We’re having a pot-luck lunch tomorrow for Thanksgiving, since people will be gone next week.  And then I have a lunch meeting on Wednesday about a newsletter that we’ve been completely failing to get out since before the furlough.  The furlough in JULY.  It’d probably go better if he’d just give it to me instead of saying that he’ll do it and putting it off more and more and more.  I’m a little irritated with him today, but that’s because of something else.  Actually, not it’s not.  It’s because he’s a poor planner and organizer and it’s what he’s supposed to be *doing* for the company and when he fails, he makes the program look bad and that frustrates me.

Anyway!  I just got a call from my handsome man and he’s picking up dinner from the grocery store after his very first chiropractic appointment and then coming home, so I’m going to wrap this up so I’m ready for him to get home so I can ask all about his appointment.

But I hope you’re all doing very well!  And not at all sick because it’s terrible, even if you do get to sit around in pajamas watching TV.

And Mom, I’ll see what I can do about the text when I’m feeling a little more . . . coherent.

Cheers!

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Is this true for all couples?

Sunday, November 15th, 2009

This comic made Justin and me laugh. Is this pretty much the way it goes across the board? :)

(I tried to embed it, but it was too big.  I really have to find a way around that . . . .)

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Grace in Small Things (massive update)

Thursday, November 12th, 2009

I’ve been writing my Grace in Small Things into a notebook I’ve been carrying with me.  But I’ve collected quite a few and I wanted to post them on my website.   I’m putting them under the break because it’s about three weeks of entries and it made for a really, really long post on the front page here.

Enjoy!

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