Posts Tagged ‘babbling about nothing much at all’

What day is it?

Thursday, September 23rd, 2010

I keep losing track of the days this week.  All day yesterday, it felt like Thursday.  But when I got home, it felt like Tuesday.  Today at work it felt like Friday for most of the day, except for the parts that felt like Monday.  My brain keeps alternating between planning what I’m doing to do with my day off tomorrow and trying to figure out why I wouldn’t be working the day after.

I will be working tomorrow, by the way.  And I don’t know for how long.  I’m still playing ketchup with my documents.  Closer and closer!  But not there yet.

Justin and I started our health regimen again, too, just like Luke and Krista.  This means that he’s running and I’m going to the gym/exercising at home and logging my food again.  I’m hoping to drop a quick 10 pounds by the end of next month by working very hard keeping track of what I’m eating and being sure to exercise it off.  Justin will, I’m sure, lose 10 pounds just by stepping outside in his tennis shoes.  The ease with which men in their 20s lose weight is sometimes very frustrating.  Oy!

Anyway, we’ve been at it for a couple days now and, can I say?  I forgot how hard these first days are!  So tired!  So sore!  Did I mention tired?  Tired!  And sore!  I’m looking forward to the end of next month and being long past this extreme tiredness and surprising soreness.  And hopefully my pants will be fitting better again by then, too, and that will be a huge relief.  It’s hard to breathe!

I’m focusing on short-term goals for this at the moment—log my food, exercise, get through the week, hope to lose 10 pound in a month.  If I try to think further out than that, I have troubles.  Not that I couldn’t do the math out and everything; just that I’m frustrated about having to lose some of this weight over again and I don’t want to think about how long that’s going to take me.  So I’ll think about these first couple pounds, up to the first 10, and later on, I’ll be able to think more long distance.

Not to worry that I don’t think about extended plans at all though.  Work is offering a second health option plan next year that has an account associated with it that is, essentially, investing money to use for health purposes after retirement.  We haven’t decided yet if that’s the option we’re going to use (there’s math to be looked at), but it sounds like an interesting opportunity.  I can start putting money away now, pre-taxes, that can be used later, with no taxes involved in pulling the money out, to pay for poor health after retirement.  Or put money away now for paying later when something big happens, medically.  Like babies. (LATER.  NOT NOW.)  But I don’t know.  We still have to look at the math.

Anyway, that’s pretty much what’s on my brain tonight.  I tired and sore from my workout this afternoon.  I’m working in the morning, but hopefully only until 2:00 or so.  And then I’ve got the weekend!  During which I think we’re going to look at rearranging some furniture.  It’s exciting, ya’ll!  :)

Actually, I’m really glad to have so little to write about today.  I’ve needed some mundanity for a while.  I hope you’re all having boring days, too!  ;)

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Rough day

Sunday, September 12th, 2010

I’m having a day where I’m just overwhelmed by . . . life, basically. I got up and went to church early for band practice and managed not to break down crying when Pastor stopped, turned around, and came back to say that it didn’t really sound like I was okay when he asked how I was doing. There were tears, but not full out crying. I made it through the service instead of bailing and hiding in the bathroom the whole morning, which, I’ll be honest, is what I really felt like doing instead of singing.

The singing was good, though. It felt good and refreshing while I was doing it, but it was also exhausting. When I was done helping clean up and heading out the door, Jeremiah, the music pastor, looked at me and asked, “Are you okay?” and I said, “No,” because I just don’t feel okay today. “Do you want to talk about it?” he asked. “No,” I said, and the tears started to come back up again and I bolted for the door.

Justin stayed home with his mom and sister so I was alone driving home. So I drove myself to the soccer field between home and church and just sat there crying. Not because anything in particular is wrong, just because I needed to cry. And I’ve just been curled up in bed for most of this afternoon. Because I just can’t handle doing anything else.

Have you ever had days like that?

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Soul-patch mates?

Wednesday, August 18th, 2010

Does anybody else see the similarities?

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No thoughts on that?

Friday, July 16th, 2010

I really thought I’d get a few comments on that post yesterday.  :)   It was a CRAZY day.  And I was looking forward to hearing what you thought about it.  But I suspect people are just busy and all.  Anyway, when you have time, I’d love to hear what you think.

Today was my last weekday of not working.   I’ve got the weekend and then I’m back at work.  I’ve been depressed about it all day.  It’s been a wonderfully relaxing vacation.  I still haven’t worked out how we’re paying all our bills at the end of the month . . . .   But we’ll make it.  Creatively, I’m sure.

Anyway, I’m all kinds of grumpy so I’m going to head off and make some carbohydrate-heavy dinner and then relax.  Because I can.  :)

Cheers!

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Happenings lately

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

Okay, time for a broad update on what’s been going on in Kylene-land.

I’m back on the diet again after taking about a month off to handle with stress and not logging while we had company in town.  But I’ve been logging again for 15 days now and my scale at home (that’s not terribly accurate) gave me a whole long line of 0’s on Saturday that made me very excited.  It’s gone back up a couple pounds, but that’s what happens when I sit down with a bag of M&Ms on one day and a big plate of Kung Pao chicken the next.  But I thoroughly intend for it to be back down again by Saturday.  I might not make it down the full 50 pounds before my doctor appointment at the beginning of September, but I’m going to be pretty darn close!

I don’t know exactly how much weight I’m going to end up losing in the end, but my goal right now is to get my body fat percentage down around 25%.  Wherever I land poundage-wise is where I’ll end up, but I want to get that percentage down there.  I started at 42.2%.  Right now I’m at 38.2%.  Once I get under 32%, I’ll no longer be considered “obese” and THAT will be a very happy day.  :)

The car thing is an end as far as I know.  I finally called the claims department on Friday to ask what the progress was on the file and they told me that they had denied the claim.  Wohoo!!  I mean, the woman didn’t have a leg to stand on but it’s still nice to have things work out the way that they’re SUPPOSED to work.  I didn’t hit her, I shouldn’t have to pay for it.  And I’m not!

As far as I’m concerned, the matter is now closed.  She can try to appeal the decision or take me to small claims court, but the insurance is going to back me up if she does that.  I’m going to assume that she’s not going to be quite that desperate and just stop thinking about the whole thing.  And now I can finally try to get the paint off my car, since I’ve been waiting until everything was resolved to try to work on that.  Before I was just being lazy.  But now I have more motivation to get it off.

There are things happening in the job front that I’m not comfortable talking about right now.  You know that feeling like if you talk about it, you might jinx the whole thing?  THAT.  But hopefully I’ll have news for you there in a while.

I am still going to be briefly unemployed while the whole place shuts down for a couple weeks, but I’m looking forward to the time away from work.  It’ll be nice.  I’m hoping to get a bunch of projects done around the house.  Because, you know, there’s nothing like a vacation to get some work done around the house.  What?  Relax?  I don’t have time to relax!

In more trivial news, I’ve developed an allergy to my face lotion.  I’ve been using it for a while and I’m about halfway through this bottle, but the last few times I tried to use it, I broke out in hives.  It wasn’t pleasant.  My only hypothesis is that there’s almond oil in the lotion.  Of my nut allergies, almonds were pretty low on the list of reactions, so I picked up a box of cranberry-pomegranate granola bars (with almonds) and was eating one of those a day.  And then I broke out in hives from my lotion.  So I’m not eating the bars any more and I’m using aloe vera to moisturize my face, since we didn’t have anything else in the house that would work.  Avoidance is effective and I’m doing just fine.  But it’s kind of a bummer because I was fond of that lotion.

And to end on a more UP tone, I have a trip coming up to visit several people and I’m SO EXCITED about it!  I’ve mentioned it here before, but I’m still just beyond thrilled to get to take this trip.  I didn’t expect to be able to spend time with my siblings and it’s going to be so much fun!  Lots of people know about it, too, because I can’t stop talking about it.  I’ve already started my packing list—I’ve been trying to figure out how to pack everything in a carry-on so we don’t have to check our luggage.

But mostly, I just think, “I get to see the kidlets!”  “I get to see my siblings!”  “I get to see Grandma!”  “I get to see the Barnetts!”  And try to figure out how I could fit seeing more people into the tiny amount of time that we’ll be in each place.  Like Sara!  And Gillian!  And Mom and Dad!!

But before that, I’ve got 3 projects that need to be completely finished up before the end of this week and 3 other documents that need to be released and mailed off for approval before next Tuesday, at the absolute latest.  I have a lot of work to finish up.

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